Found out today that we’re having our 3rd boy. Been crying on and off the whole day. Yes I’m happy that baby is healthy. Yes I’m happy that I’m able to get pregnant. I do love my boys to the end of this world and back again over and over. My eldest is almost 14. Our youngest is almost 2. I did struggle with unexplained secondary infertility for all those years. I did have a loss a year before our youngest. Yes I know the struggle. I just need to vent. I just need a day or two to get over the disappointment and sadness. I just need to cry it out. And I just wish my husband would understand this and to stop pushing me to feel okay after barely a day 🥺😔