PISSEDDDDD

So I had a talk with the mother of my child’s father because she wanted to have a conversation which I wasn’t too stoked about because I’ve been around for 4 1/2 years and it’s taking a baby for her to make amends, just doesn’t seem genuine. During the conversation I had revealed to her how he has put his hands on me multiple times, one time which was when I was pregnant and she was clearly sympathetic and scolded him but she also told me that I shouldn’t include police anymore nor any protective orders and to just call her if so,etching goes wrong.. idk why but I just felt nice to be heard and for somebody else to see his mistakes considering the fact that I have no family so I felt like it was a form of embracing me. Today he tells me they have a conversation and apparently she says that she told me during our conversation that basically it’s crazy to call the police on somebody who has done so much for me and instantly I went crazy, she NEVER said anything close to that.. people have made it seem like our relationship was so one sided but he let me stay at his parents house for 2 months when my mom kicked me out.. I don’t feel like that’s something to praise because that’s something I would do off the strength that he’s my partner! He doesn’t tell them what I’ve done for him or how I’ve helped him in life and I don’t go around bragging about it. He then gets irritated because I’m telling him his mother doesn’t understand and cannot speak on an experience she never went through. I’m just so upset because here I am again back at square one being blamed for being abused and I just wish I would’ve gotten out sooner, it just so happened that our last drunken night I got pregnant and I wouldn’t dare get rid of my child, I’ve seen my baby move, I’ve heard my babies heartbeat, and seen my baby grow.