My life changes too often and I can’t cope anymore

I’m often moving around for jobs because I only ever find short term contracts in my field which is annoying. I moved to a town closer to my boyfriend in September 2021 and worked a remote job, felt happy because I felt more stable and secure.

Then I’ve just been made redundant and my boyfriend has dumped me in the same week and I’m so stressed because I want to work on myself and create a secure life, but now everything’s gone wrong so I have to start again… AGAIN! I don’t know where to move to, I can’t afford my own place, and I keep having night terrors as I feel so scared for the future. My house mates have told me they don’t want to live with me anymore because I shout in my sleep and I can’t afford my own place.

Im scared I’ll never have a happy settled stable life, I’m extremely depressed. It’s been 2 weeks without my boyfriend and it hurts so much

Im 26 and scared I’ll never be able to get married or even find a man that likes me and settles down