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Glow told me to "go ahead, and take that test.."

Katie 🎀 • Sat, Dec 19 • TTC #2 for nearly 3 years

So I did.. Took a test seen as glow advised me too. And what dya know.. BFN!

I promised myself that this was the last month. Ttc for 3 years, that's ATLEAST 36 BFN .. (I say atleast because who just does the one test?)

I officially give up. I feel in my gut it's not going to happen & I genuinely don't think I can take the heart break every month when I only see that 1 line & then AF arrives.

I wish I was a stronger person to remain positive but I can't.

I have 1 beautiful son. Who is turning 5 in 4 weeks.. And I am from this day going to appreciate all that I have. I am lucky. Lucky to be a mother. Lucky to have my son.

And to all you lady's TTC. I hope & wish that each and everyone of yous mother a beautiful baby.

I am no longer dwelling on what I can't have and focus on what I do have.

Wish you all a very merry Christmas & an amazingly beautiful new year.

I'm signing out of Glow. & fertility friend. &. Ovia. (Yes.. I was obsessed with tracking all that I could)

💛

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