Feeling like giving up
Just needing a little encouragement today.....
After coming off the depo shot in august I found out how difficult you can be to get pregnant. My obgyn was happy to tell me these things when I went in for my yearly as well as to talk to her about TTC. Sad thing is when I started depo they didn't give me these warnings! I was so furious afterwards. I know I'm not the only one that feels like their obgyn held this info from them. Which is frustrating in itself.
So my husband and I have been TTC since then. I found out that I have stage 1 cervical cancer but since I wanna have children they are gonna just stick to monitoring it so thankful it isn't taking away my chances at being pregnant but I can't help but get so depressed when I see that BFN. I was sure this was my month. I received positive opks on the 8th and 9th of this month. My period was due 4 days ago on the 16th. She hasn't showed her face and I feel like I've had symptoms for the last 5 days. Persistent headache, mild cramps, tired, painfully sore boobs. But still getting a BFN. I also found out that apparently since my lutheal phase is short it might be really difficult to conceive. I feel like giving up! Like God just didn't intend for me to be able to have a child. My husband had a child due to a one night stand (way before we were married haha) so I know that I'm the problem. It's just so heartbreaking.
Rant over.
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