I feel like a crazy person! The baby blues hit me so hard at night time! I am trying to breast feed during the day and also pump so my husband can feed at night to give me some sleep but I feel like I’m doing everything wrong. Baby will sometimes choke on my breast like he swallows wrong and idk if I am confusing him by having the bottle nipple and my nipple. He latches good now but idk. Also the hospital never told me that babies stomachs stretch if you give the donor milk and now I am concerned that’s why my baby eats all the freaking time and doesn’t seem full at night for very long. I want baby to be able to take a bottle so he can be watched by my family if needed but I also really love bonding with my baby while breastfeeding and the idea of just pumping makes me sad. Anyone have any advice?