I guess I just need to vent. Thank goodness I also have therapy today because dear lord I can’t stop crying.

My son is driving me nuts with his behavior, then he got sick and got even worse (which I understand), but now on top of EVERYTHING Im going through, my freaking cat have fleas!

How the hell am I going to bring a newborn home with a flea infested house!?! 😭

Me and my husband are trying everything to clean and disinfect our house but nothing works. I keep finding larvae and fleas bitting me. I can’t afford a cleaning company, an exterminator or even a vet.

We spent all our money getting baby stuff and a new car because our car broke down completely last week.

WE CANT CATCH A BREAK OMG.

I just wanna give birth so I can be in the hospital for a couple of days and get away from this awful reality 😣