Success stories of conceiving with subclinical hypothyroidism please ☹️🌈 ❤️

Hi everyone, so last year of March 2021 I had an early miscarriage after we stopped preventing pregnancy. I was so happy it happened so quickly but it was short lived. I found out after bloods I had very low vitamin D levels and also had a very high Tsh level of 11.6. I started levothyroxine straight away at 25mcg and eventually after increasing my dosage to 50mcg in august I got it down to 2.6 in October. The whole year I must of also had about 4 chemical pregnancies where I would fall pregnant miss my period (just about) and then bleed and my tests would turn negative. I had to fight to be referred to a gynaecologist to get some testing done as to why it was happening or if it was my thyroid causing this.

Fast forward to February I have had an internal ultrasound and everything was perfect, I am waiting on a blood panel to come back but I have just received news that my thyroid TSH level has elevated again and is now 5.17 😭💔 I was told by a different doctor to stay on 50mcg for the foreseeable which is why I guess it has now risen again. My GP told me this was in normal range but I know from research that to conceive it should be between 1-2 and no more than 2.5 and it just hurts to know I was so close to it being that in October. That’s also the last time I had a chemical pregnancy! I haven’t since got pregnant let alone had a chemical 🥺

I feel like it’s going to take me forever to actually conceive my first rainbow baby and I’m feeling very deflated. Any success stories welcome please x