Pregnant…

I have a 2 1/2 year old…

My youngest just turned 9 months on Saturday.

Today I found out I’m pregnant..I’m heartbroken. It’s too early. I never wanted another one this soon. I was keeping track so closely. I thought I could avoid it.

I’m just sad…

I don’t want to have a “sad” pregnancy so I’m trying to smile, but I think it will take time to process.