Anyone ever jealous of their husband during pregnancy

I kind of feel like an ass but I’m also wondering if other women have ever felt this. I am having a horrible time with my pregnancy and my symptoms have been so bad. I’ve been bedridden most of the pregnancy so far and I’m so unhappy. I have a lot of back pain and constant vomiting and all my muscles have atrophied so I just look ugly and like shit.

Meanwhile my husband by no fault of his own feels fantastic and he’s on some new gym regime where he works out twice a day and he looks and feels better than ever. I can’t help but resent the shit out of him when he’s there bragging after his workouts making his protein smoothie like I really just wanna punch him in the face and tell him to fuck off . Take the blender full of smoothie and dump it on his head 😅🤦‍♀️. And all he wants to talk about is how many calories he ate and how big his freaking biceps are getting. Then on some mornings he has the audacity to look in the mirror and decide that his belly looks fat because he can’t see his perfectly defined eight pack the same as he did the day before meanwhile I’m blowing up like a hippopotamus carrying his baby.

Is he being insensitive? … and why do women have to be the ones to suffer through this? Like why is it this way I don’t get it it’s just not fair. And all he has to say lately as “oh your face is getting really big.” Like what tf does that even mean he thinks I’m getting fat or what? Like is this funny to him that I’m suffering or is he just indifferent like whatever suck it up it’s your problem? And I’m already thinking I don’t even want him there when I give birth because he will just annoy me playing video games on his phone taking hospital selfies or something with his biceps while I’m going through the most pain of my life. But I’ll probably be as mad as shit if he’s not there too 😂. Then after I have the baby I know I’ll obviously be the one up all night breast-feeding and changing diapers while he snores like an asshole.

I always wished I had been born a man because I figured life would be so much easier and now that I’m pregnant and having such a hard time with it I’ve never felt that stronger than ever! I just can’t with all this stuff I do not think I can ever go through this again because my body is just not handling pregnancy well clearly neither is my mind!!  I love my husband, I really do but FUCK!!!

@Al: thanks for your feedback. Yeah I mean it is kind of shitty really and I can’t lie I’m a bit jealous your man sounds amazing and you are getting massages every night because I sure could use them! My husband is there in different ways I mean at least he works hard and is able to support us since I haven’t been able to work pregnant. He also is helping out with household chores so that is something. He did clean the house this weekend and that was helpful. He’s good with more of the physical stuff but I just don’t think he’s going to be that great with baby care. And emotionally he’s really not great at being there for me. I think he will do things like when our son is older take him to go play sports with him and stuff like that and try to be a good dad but I feel like I will get the hard parts. I don’t know it’s just challenging. I don’t think he gets it like he thinks that because I’m not working that pregnancy and childbirth and having the baby is my job and he can be hands off. I wish he had a better understanding. Also he has to travel a lot for work so that’s one of the reasons I’m gonna be doing everything on my own or at least anticipating basically being a single mother. I’m sure he will help somewhat when he’s home but I’m certain I will be doing most of it still. I’m actually worried I will start resenting him more when he is traveling and staying in luxury hotels on work trips and sleeping all night while I am just feeling like my body is destroyed and I’m not sleeping with the baby. I can’t exactly be mad at him for traveling with work but I don’t know it really is hard and I don’t have any other support which is probably part of why I’m struggling so much