I feel like I'm drowning. I feel sad/mad everyday I'm tired all the time I don't have the energy to do anything . I have so much on my mind I want to let out but I don't trust anyone to talk to I want to go to therapy but I've never gone and I don't want them to assume I'm crazy.... I try to be happy but I'm tired of pretending I've pretended half my life.

I want to be a better mother. I don't want my child to think I'm always sad I always have to put a smile on but he can feel my emotions I'm sure. Idk what to do . I just need to talk to someone who will not judge me. Who will give me advice. I just feel so alone . 😔