Me and boyfriend have been going through a rough patch lately; to where I’m feeling a little left out and hurt. We got into a major fight a week ago and it started then; he doesn’t really give much affection otp through texts anymore; we’re long distance rn. I haven’t seen him in a month which is new because he just got a job in March and works everyday but sundays but I try to show affection. If it’s just babe or hearts and an emoji. Sometimes he shows that glimpse of affection but it’s not frequent like it used too. I told him I missed him today and he told me “sheesh really” I was hurt and I said you don’t miss me? And he said “I do” which still didn’t help me. All the time I post for him to hype me up but he says nothing and when I send him pictures he says “sheesh.” I want to hear I’m beautiful you know. He accuses me of cheating all the time idk why there’s nothing there he self sabotages things because it’s not even there. I’m no cheater and I’ll never be one. Maybe it’s him but idk I don’t want to think that way. Maybe I’m overthinking; maybe it was a typo. I don’t want to think he’s cheating; I rather it just loss of interest. I finally opened up and told him how I feel; that I want the truth despite the effect it’ll have. Im scared of the truth; because what if it’s something that will hurt me. We’re 20, and 21 years old we been together for a year. I feel like i am incapable of being loved from a previous long term relationship and now this:/. Can you give me advice on my situation?:/