Heading to hospital per Doc's advice

39 weeks today. Scheduled to be induced on Monday (2days) but signs & symptoms of preeclampsia worsening so doctor recommended we head to hospital just in case. Is it bad of me to kinda hope they decide to start induction 2 days early? This has been a nightmare pregnancy since very beginning. I'm so miserable  and just want to get this over with and finally hold our baby girl in my arms + get back to feeling human again. All tests say she is perfectly healthy and healthy so in so ready to do this already.