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I'm dealing with the same thing. I want to cry everyday, I truly hate being pregnant. I've told people countless times if I would have known about all this I would have never gotten pregnant. I want my baby so bad, but I don't want to be pregnant ever again because of this. I'm on medication a category b because the ER doctor prescribed it to me because I can't keep anything down. I'm still throwing up and feeling nauseous but it's helped a bit. I still can't keep anything down though, I hate when I'm hungry because then it starts to all get worse. The one thing I can eat came up today so I'm hoping to God that doesn't mean I can't eat it anymore now. I'm just so sick of this, I can't even trust my cravings because i always throw it up and it always taste horrible.
Ugh.. i hate being pregnant.. :P
Dont get me wrong i am so so so happy and in love with my little bean.. and i am so excited to be a mother and cant wait for my baby to be here.. its just before i got pregnant i had this idea that i was going to love it! I was going to do cute things with my belly and wear cute close and have a pregnancy journal and all that.. well i have been deathly ill sense i got my positive.. ive been diagnosed with hypermesis and there watching my gullbladder.. i have lost 20 pounds that i didnr have to lose in the first place i am barkey hanging on at 85 pounds.. ive been to er a few times to get fluids because i havent kept anything down for about 6 weeks now.. i just feel miserable i can barley lift my head up.. or showered cuz that makes me more sick.. i live with my SO but for the last 4 weeks ive been staying with my mom because he works long hours and my mom wants to care for me.. but i miss him terribly and he misses me he wants me to come.. i just cant right now.. my tummy is so empty it hurts i eat and it just comes right back up.. i dont know how much longer i can take of this.. nothing helps no anti nausea medication or anything.. i really feel im going to die if it doesnt ease up soon.. if i would of known it was going to be lie this i would of not wanted to get pregnant ever.. but i really want my baby.. i wish we were only pregnant for 12 weeks instead of 40!:( i just feel so terrible i feel like i cant give my baby the nutrition it needs but im doing everything i can to get the baby it.. i just cant keep it in long enough.. i feel like my baby is starving because of me.. even though im trying my hardest.. does anyother mom feel this way???
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I'm not even nearly as sick as you but I'm sick enough that I feel the same way. It sucks, physically, but it also sucks mentally and emotionally. It's so hard to be excited when I'm throwing up everywhere or sleeping sitting up because the heart burn is so bad. Just keep reminding yourself it's a very short amount of time compared to the years and years of happiness you'll get when it's over!
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