Why??!!!

After 3 years of TTC and one chemical pregnancy. I am so frustrated! Everyone else around me is getting pregnant and having babies and although I’m happy for them, I can’t help but wonder “why not me?” I have 2 beautiful children 9 and 7 and it took 2 years for them to be conceived but it happened when I decided I didn’t want a child. Go figure. Doctors say I’m fine and we haven’t had my husband checked yet. My periods are also so painful now! It’s like I have knives stabbing me everywhere down there!

Just a venting post.