33+4 - I’m so tired :(

33+4 here and high risk due to a heart/vascular issue. Symptomatically things have just been getting worse the further along I’ve gotten. I’m grateful to be pregnant and keeping my little boy safe in my body but oh my goodness I’m just so exhausted.

At our 30 week scan, he was measuring 4 lb already. I’m so much bigger than I was when I was pregnant with my first son! I’m really nervous as his dad and his family have a history of being large babies. Our growth scan in a couple of days will let us know an estimate of where he’s at now. I know that ultrasounds can be terribly incorrect in these estimates but just the sheer size of my belly this time around tells me he’s pretty big!

I just want him out 😭