Reconnect w old friend

Long story short. I reconnected with my old best friend who was like my sister.

We fell off 4 years ago. She was acting diff and being rude to my other friend.

That other friend is about to be real pissed once I tell her about this new update.

It’s been a few months since i reconnected. But my college grad is coming up soon and I don’t want them to show up n be weird.

Also:) I have no friends so it’s gonna be very embarrassing having a grad party. But I’ve never celebrated a graduation before in my life so it would be nice if I even just went to dinner.

Man I’m so depressed. Maybe I should just go to therapy already. Lmao eve can’t fix these problems for me.