Dry spell in marriage

I am feeling pretty rubbish. The last time we had sex was in January and every time I try to initiate physically, he just kind of pulls away as if he doesn’t realise I’m trying to have sex. If I try to say “do you want to have sex” i just get a really lazy “yeah sure”. And I feel awful. I feel sad. I don’t want to have to ask for sex. I’m trying really hard to be understanding but it’s nearly half a year.

I’m trying to be “attractive” and I’m trying to lose weight. I don’t know what else to do, I feel like a horrible

Ugly

Lump.