Is it normal to be emotional, sad, and have a little regret right before you have your second child.

They will only be a year and a half apart and I’m being induced Wednesday. The closer it gets I just can’t get excited about this baby. I know how hard it will be. I just feel this immense guilt that my daughter won’t be an only child and she won’t get all the attention that she needs. I’m so scared to have a second child. I just don’t know how I can love another like I love her. Just a million things going through my head and they are all the negatives and no positives of it. I feel horrible for feeling this way and feeling the regret of having another child.