Not sexy

For half of my pregnancy, I had been on bed rest. Once I was cleared... Near the middle of March. My husband I have had sex twice. I've tried talking to him about it. He says it's weird because of the baby. But he still sees me as beautiful. But thing is. I don't. And it's hard to believe him when he won't cuddle me (hasn't always been a huge cuddler anyhow but still) or do stuff with me. We both know this. But it's hard because I still feel like I'm disgusting. And after baby gets here. There won't be any sex for two months. Not sure how to handle this. I just want some physical connection. But I feel so disconnected