My husband always makes me cry on mamas day.

I have no live kids. Over 7 or so years of marriage weve had 3 miscarriages snd we have a beagle puppy (which if you've had one, its like a toddler on crack).

Anyway, mothers day is hard for me on account of my miscarriages and being no contact with my mom, who tried to murder me at least 3 times in my life. Im kinda stuck in the middle of two very sad situations.

This year i felt like i didnt deserve anything.. I'm a disabled stay at home. Due to insurance issues ive been off my meds for almost a year and JUST got vack on them, which means 3 months until they start working again. Because of this I've not been great with maintaining the home well. My husband always gets me something for mothers day and because I've been doing almost nothing, I felt like he wouldnt get me anything.

He did. He got me some flowers and a card and we got takeout that day even though were saving, because we didnt have any groceries (we need to go grocery shopping).

I cant help it, I cry every time. He's always done something small for me... and I always cry because for some reason I'm never expecting it.

Do any other miscarriage mamas have similar stories?