Am I wrong for this?

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I’ve always wanted to be a mom to multiple kids (3-4). I was in a relationship where I was lied to and disrespected. He would also talk to multiple woman. He’s grown so much since that time (beginning of our relationship) and changed into a new person I don’t even recognize! He’s honestly surprised me. He’s told me he’s extremely sorry and has begged for me back. I still live here considering I was a SAHM and didn’t have my own income. I’m not sure if I’ll ever get back at him due to the past. We are honestly best friends so there’s absolutely no bad blood there. I actually think ever since the breakup, we’ve been better as individuals. We both love our child so much and never show him when we’re having issues. He’s an amazing father too. 
I’ve been telling him how I want more kids but don’t want to be in a relationship. He tells me whatever I want, we will do. He’s open to having more kids knowing we won’t be together. I want all my kids from the same father and he wants all kids from the same mother. We don’t know what the future holds so we can’t say we’ll never ever get back together. Does it sound crazy to have more kids knowing one day I’ll move out?

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I mean if you’re still a SAHM I’d recommend getting your own place and job. You should have that financial stability before having more kiddos in my opinion but it if works for you guys then do it

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To answer your final question, yes. It’s crazy. 
It’s one thing to want 3-4 kids from the same person. It’s another to do it just because you really want it, even though bringing more babies into a messy situation is incredibly selfish. I’m happy to hear he has turned into an amazing person, but just as quickly as things got good, things could certainly go bad again. 
Think about your children first, yourself second. Find a life you love, whether that’s alone or with a partner, and build from there.

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Honestly I think this is weird. He's probably still messing around with other women because you all aren't together. I think you should get your own place. If you're friends that's great, be friends and co parent but why create more children with him and not be in a relationship? You going to have sex with him to get pregnant and not catch feelings then be okay when he's bringing girls home to have sex with them? How will you explain that to your kids? He going to be okay when you bring a man home to his house since you're not with him?

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Did u post before? Yes, it is. Befause women dont consider adverse outcomes. What happens when he meets someone else who want their own family and he doesnt have the time, money, support or interest in helping u with those kids? What happens if he leaves u in the dust and u already saying u are a sahm mom? Do u have a secondary degree or career? If you guys want more kids u should focus on building a relationship and getting married and doing it in order. Kids need a foundation. And potentially having to bounce back n forth should not be something people do deliberately because “they want kids.” A kids welfare and best interest should be prioritized.

Am I wrong for this?

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