Ladies so sad

So sad right now I have been trying with clomid 50mg for the past 2 months I didn’t take it this month said I wanna try with out it !!!!! But I already have 3 boys thought with out any medication I thought clomid would help in getting prego Faster i do get my period every month and with clomid my periods are heavy idk why I’m very upset ugh has anyone gotten prego right after taking breaking from clomid?