One more lie..

A few days ago my boyfriend told me he has today off work. He said he wasn’t going to tell his boss he doesn’t have his class to spend all day with me. Well that turned into more BS. He told his boss he has all day off. So that turned into him telling me he has to go feed the farm animals and that’s it takes about 30 mins. He told me that last night which I was like wtf but then realized it wouldn’t take so long. After he left today I said so what’s the plan? If you have other things to do I’m leaving and doing my own thing. He says leave and do your own thing. I said why if all your doing is feeding animals lmao. He says he has to go somewhere else and install something. That’s when I got irritated. He knew about this yesterday and decided not to tell me. We’re supposed to go fishing at 4pm and now it’s almost 2pm. He doesn’t even know how to install what he’s gotta do. So with that said I doubt we will spend anytime together. I absolutely cannot stand a liar at all. Absolutely no way around it. It’s not for me, I’m not perfect but I do tell the truth and expect it in return. Besides he’s been lying a lot lately and says he’s lying to not fight. But in my mind, the truth always comes out? It’s been a real fight because he can’t control how much he’s fishing. He has to fish every weekend and although my son isn’t born yet, he deserves the best version of me. He’s been fishing the past 2 weekends, hasn’t spent anytime with me at all. My son will be born very soon. How can I expect reliability from an unreliable source? Needless to say he says he was invited fishing this weekend with some guy. I said well you told me you wasn’t going. He said I know. Ok…so he’s just telling me things I wanna hear just to actually do the shit once the weekend rolls around lmao. His excuse will be, well you was still sleeping 😂😂

Like dude, I eventually wake tf up! I’m 34 weeks pregnant and these lies from my knowledge have just started a couple weeks ago. This isn’t what I want my son raised upon and I definitely won’t be my best self. So with all this said, he goes fishing this weekend even at 34 weeks pregnant I will be packing my shit up because I know my worth and I know I deserve better!