Hi ladies!

I am a mother to two and I am currently pregnant I am 15 weeks and five days. Quick background I have a daughter to my ex fiance she’s One years old! My boyfriend and I been talking about baby essentials and where to get baby things from online or in person.  well today we was on the phone and he noticed that I was a little bit off emotionally and he asked me what was wrong. I was kind of hesitant to tell him simply because of who made me feel a little bit emotional today simply because it makes him mad and we went over it before *who the person is*. Well I told him that I was a bit emotionally off today due to my babies father trying to start things with me he’s not an active father he doesn’t speak for his daughter and whenever he does he threatens me and likes to start things with me. Whenever I told my boyfriend what hasn’t I apologize to him and told him that I know he doesn’t like so hear about my daughter‘s father simply because he causes me stress but also he’s a very jealous person. He didn’t mind he brushed it off but a couple hours later while we were talking about baby things I suggested that we go in person and while we go in person we approve to moment to buy the big things that our baby boy will need such as car seat stroller a diaper bag and a crib. I asked him if you wanted to make a day to go baby shopping and he kept acting confused he was not understanding what I was saying so I use an example and I told him that when I was pregnant with my daughter my daughters father and I had a day picked out to go baby shopping and we got what we needed for our daughter. The second I said that my boyfriend got mad and said OK I don’t want to hear about your daughters father again today then he said this is our baby not his so let’s focus on our pregnancy.. The minute he said that I hanged up on him simply because I felt a type away it made me realize that I can never bring up my child’s father not because I want to but let’s say that I’m having a stressful day and he’s stresses me out or something important happens he does doesn’t want to hear about him or the situation at all and that’s not healthy I want to have a relationship where I’m able to discuss was stresses me out and who the person stresses me out. But also it made me upset that he said let’s focus on a pregnancy because it’s baby is not his which made me mad because I know it’s not he’s not gonna say is not here am I wrong for feeling a type away and I plan on leaving him whatever you want to leave in???☹️☹️. I’m sorry this is long. if somethings don’t make sense I was using The mic on my phone to type this I’m sorry ! Also my boyfriend does have another child with another woman TEST son is currently two years old and whenever his baby mom stresses him out he likes to talk about what’s going on and what she did but also she did cheat on me before with her by flirting. & now I just feel ugh 😩