Over a year trying and getting I'm about to give up

Melissa • Finally due with baby #2 it's a girl 💝
I am due for AF the 23 and was really hoping this was the month.....once again....and I kinda feel cramps so I am soo trying not to give in got a PFN sat but It was a bit early and something could have be wrong with it cause no line in the right window. Anybody else feel like just giving up? Maybe I'll get pregnant if I do.