My boyfriend has always wanted to travel to Japan. Before he met me he had the money to go but never went because he spent all that money on me.. I’ve always wanted to go to Korea but never had the chance or the money.. we have been together for a year now and have a three almost four month old son.. my boyfriends grandparents all passed away.. my grandpa passed away and all I have left is my grandma.. I feel like I’m not super close to my family but at the same time I feel like I am. I make jokes to my boyfriend about packing up and moving to Japan or Korea. He said “are you serious” because he knows if I was he would be down.. I feel like the only thing holding me back is my grandma.. if my grandma passed away I’d instantly say let’s save to get a plane ticket and a place and we buy a one way ticket and leave… idk what kind of job I’d do in Korea/Japan and the same for him. But I want something different.. I see all these TikTok’s and all these Instagram/Facebook post of people to decide to make a change in their life if it’s moving to Mexico or Europe, Korea, Japan something like that and it makes me wonder what would life be like for me, my boyfriend and our son if we just left. Idk if it’s my ppd talking or if it’s genuinely me. I just feel stuck and constantly repeating life.. I hate my jobs, one of my manager hates my guts and if he could fire me he would find any reason to and I’m pretty sure he’s tried. My other job I just started and my manager publicly humiliates the other managers on the radio for everyone to hear.. I don’t like it.