Please be kind, I know I'm in a bad situation and I haven't found a way our yet. I'm in an emotionally, mentally, verbally, and sometimes physically abusive relationship. We have 18 month twin girls and have been together for almost 6 years. I've already been sleeping in a separate room for a few months just to have some peace and work on myself. He refuses to understand why and be still pressures me all the time to be intimate with me but honestly I can't stand him. He'll be disrespectful then act like it never happened and expect me to love him the same. I'm so traumatized being with him and all he can ever say is "i said nothing to make you upset, that didn't happen, you're always making stuff up, you're child, drama queen" when I try expressing myself. His son came over this weekend and unfortunately that means I have to give up my room I made. The twins are 18months, so the living room remote came up missing. Sure one walked off with it so in the meantime I took the remote out my room to use. His son asked for the remote to turn the game on and when he brought it back, his dad said no you take the remote and leave it where it belongs. I felt like he belittled me in front of his son and he's blaming me for loosing the remote like there aren't 2 babies walking around. He told me I didn't pay enough attention to the girls which is ridiculous. I'm with them all day, there's only so much I can do. The next morning he wakes up like nothing happened and when I told him I felt belittled he immediately shifted blame and told me he didn't do anything and that I was all drama. He called me a child and I went OFF. Unfortunately our daughers witnessed this fight and he felt because he didn't like what I was saying that the answer was to pick me up and try throwing me out the house instead of him leaving...I seriously can't be with him. He's a narcassit or something. I try for our daughters but I'm not happy at all and neither is he because I'm not sleeping with him. Unfortunately we have a house together and I'm off work on disability for mental health so I don't know when I'll start getting paid. I feel like I'm living in Hell! What should I do?