Feeling guilty .

Brittany • Mother to my little man . Wife to his wonderful daddy . 19 .
I have a infant right now . He's only seven months old ? . With him we didn't have to try it just happened . But with number two were trying so desperately . I feel like it's over taking my life and it's taking my full focus off my sweet baby . I think we hit the jack pot this month . But I started feeling so bad today , I don't know what to think or do at this point .