Ttc #2

So I have a wonderful two year old that I was lucky enough to get pregnant with pretty quickly. I didn’t stress with the opks then and I regret starting them now. But that’s another story.

I ovulated around May 19/20 (never got a full full peak but was close to and then we got the flu in our family so didn’t test again). We BD on the 19/20.

It’s now one day until my period and I’ve been having cramping for about four days. Normally I only get cramps when I get my period. I’ve felt a bit off/sick, which I recall feeling with my first. But, with my first I for a positive pregnancy test (first response) four days before my period. I did one yesterday and it was very negative. I’m feeling discouraged!

I don’t know what the point of this is other than I’m just confused about what’s happening in my body, scared my period is going to come, hopeful that I’m not feeling phantom symptoms, and just really want this to be real. It’s hard when I had an easy time on our first kid. Ugh. Anyway, thanks for reading if you made it this far.