I have 26 days until my due date. Tbh, idk if I will be pregnant that long but either way it’s coming up! I have everything I might need for my baby that I know about but since it’s my first who knows what else I will need! I spend most days with my dog, whom I love dearly. She is like my best friend! Something weird though is I haven’t really gone thru the nesting stage. I would like to get some laundry done but my sons father won’t help out with it. He works a lot. He does go out and find other things to do vs helping me out with things that need to be done before our baby arrives. He basically lives his best life and doesn’t worry about doing anything to help out for his own child. The only thing I really need him to do is the rest of the baby laundry. He does work a lot though, but also he is a caregiver for his boss because his boss is a drunk. A drunk who needs assistance. After work he hangs out with his boss, doesn’t care that his 9 month pregnant “baby momma” wants to eat dinner with him. He has shown he doesn’t care whatsoever. I confront him about it because who wouldn’t lol and he says everything I say is “false” but it’s all things I’ve actually lived thru. I know how things go. So indeed trying to gas light me. Like I said, I am 9 months pregnant. I need his help financially unfortunately. I do love the guy but I wish he would actually want to be around instead of partying (he doesn’t drink) with his boss all the time. His bosses family is constantly getting covid so we are like constantly exposed to it. I’m always watching my back in hopes I don’t get covid again! I’m not exactly sure what’s going to happen. Maybe he is feeling some type of way about the baby being born soon? Idk I’ve asked him before he said he’s excited but, doesn’t seem to be that way! A few months back, he started talking to this girl he sees on the regular as part of his job, well they exchanged some dirty code words and pictures to one another and he told me he was trying to get my attention in hopes I would want him. Well me being petty wants to do the same thing back to him bc he has been neglecting me and abandoning me lately for who knows who else. So if I pull the same shit how can he be mad? At the same time I’m unsure if I want to be that petty :/