Am I wrong ?

My bf went out with the boys and has a good time, came home drunk & I’m fine with that because he usually is never drunk ! Lately I’ve been feeling like he’s only with me because of our daughter because he hasn’t shown affection unless I initiate it . Well when he was drunk he wasn’t affectionate at all:( I didn’t even try to initiate bc I wanted to see what he would rather do. Am I right ? Or am I tripping ??? He used to love me so much, he changed :(