back story I'm pregnant with #5.

3/4 births were traumatic for me. Heart rates dropping, stirrups, almost forceps, tears, and a PPH with one. Blood transfusions, blood thinning injections the lot. I'm PETRIFIED of giving birth again. I'm at high risk of another PPH, my iron levels are low already and ferritin was 4 last time checked. I am taking iron supplements but they don't help much. I've had iron infusions in the past, I cannot deal with the anxiety and panic attacks it's giving me thinking about giving birth again! Would the doctors agree to do a c section and give me a hysterectomy? based on my past births.