I either apply to numerous job whether remote or on-site and they email me saying basically I'm not good enough and they picked a more qualified candidate or recruiters blow up my phone and email and after I give them all my time and go through with interviews I never get a call back. I'm not giving up but today I just feel extremely depressed. My boyfriends the only one working until I can find something and he works so much that the one day he has off he's tired or doing odd jobs just to keep up. I feel like such a bad person because our kids have to suffer not being able to have a fun summer. I lost my job last march during the pandemic and since being a stay at home mom is not working out in my favor I just don't know what to do. Please no harsh judgment...I'm just having a really bad day and can't stop crying. I'm trying to keep it together but it seems like we have such bad luck. Ok, end of rant. Have a great day 🙃