I have a genuine question pls no judgement!! and this is very long cause I feel so bad about it 🙃

little back story or you can skip to the end 🙂

I got fired when I was 39 weeks pregnant so I was not able to get maternity leave pay ( I was fired for asking for equal pay, I was training my replacement for my leave and she told me she was making $14 a hour and I was only making $11) I was able to get unemployment for 3 months after being fired and I had a C-section so I started looking for a job around 4 weeks pp. I live in a small town and I have a car payment that is pretty expensive (it’s for a ford nothing fancy at all lol) i’ve been paying all my bills with the$900 I got in unemployment and they stopped it so I got 2 loans 🤦🏼‍♀️ I haven’t been paying them honesty cause I’m struggling so hard to find a job and even child care! I have applied to every type of job you can think of and nobody will hire me! I have job experience for every job i’ve applied to and I’m a phlebotomist and emt and still nothing! i’ve been looking for a job for over 2 months and been to interviews and never hear nothing back!

the question is if I don’t pay these loans back what will happen to me? It’s not that I don’t have the intention to pay it back I do! I just have missed 2 payments and im so worried about it! I don’t want to get in trouble but I don’t have a income to pay them it was just last resort to get me by till I find a job! 🥲

any ideas to make money in the meantime is welcome 😇