So since the start of our relationship I did tell him that I was not okay with him going to strip clubs, and he agreed we had that agreement, we’ve been together for 8 years now with two kids. I don’t know how to feel about him anymore he broke that agreement just two weeks ago while me being pregnant being home taking care of our 2 1/2 year old old as well and didn’t make it home till 5 am spend over $700. And he said he didn’t regret it cuz he felt feel, the trust is gone but I won’t question him when he says he’s leaving, note that he told me he was going to the gym that night. He went to a strip club where one of my family member has friends, so she told me or else he wouldn’t of said anything to me. He said he only remembers two lap dances that’s how drunk he was and tbh I’m not sure if he cheated or not. It’s been in my head a lot him touching other girls, I don’t think I would feel like this if he went to only look but getting lap dances it’s different.