I want to be more permiscoius

Background: i want more sex with more people. Ive fantasised about being GBed. I love thinking and watching my H fucking other girls. But the one time he made a girl squirt i missed out on that and wish i could see it, he retells me all the time and i get so turned on. I really want to be the center of attention in an orgy. The girls ive been with, ive been their first time and they were awesome but i want them to be rougher, dirtier with me. I love getting my breasts sucked hard, bitten, bruised. I just spent a good past 20-30 mins eating out my Hs ass after a shower together. It made me so wet i dripped everywhere and surprised him by sitting on his face. I just wish someone was around to suck his dick while i was licking his booty and taint.

I fucking love being kinky and just want to be a selfish, greedy slutty milf.

Backgroud: My husband and i are happily married with kids. On the out sode we have high paying respectable careers. We started out traditionally monogamous and over the year admitted that other people peaked our fantasy and curiosity. On and off over the past 9 years weve had about 5 partners each. Sometimes we havent been as active with other partners because the dating pool has been limited. Weve never comfortably accepted a mono lifestyle. My primiary fwb has been a consistent for 4 years +. He and my H get along very well.