So frustrated

Beseli
I'm am sooo frustrated. We have been trying for almost a year now... I can't even express the frustration I feel. I know you all can understand. But I think I've given up hope. Every month I get excited but I know it's going to be negative.. 
We haven't seen anyone for fertility yet. I know that's a good place to start. But how it is possible that so many people can do this soooo easily? This is supposed to be easy. Omg. I'm sorry. 
 Rant over. 😥😥😥😥😥