*TW* possible r*pe

Didn't know where else to share this and it's gonna be a long one.. so almost 10 years ago I was 16 years old and I went to a local festival with my friend. She was texting a guy and planned to meet him which was fine. I was drinking and got drunk and we all went back to the guys friends house. We stopped in a village on the way to buy more alcohol, and while we were there, a guy looked at me and said "I'll see you later." We got back to the house and realised we forgot to get mixers but I was so drunk already, the guy and his friends were giving me the raw vodka and laughing at me. Then the guy (C) from the village and his cousin (M) came to the house. The guy (C) led me upstairs and had sex with me - I didn't say no but I was the drunkest I've ever been in my life and I'm not proud of it. I just lay there too drunk to move while he had sex with me. Then we came downstairs. And 15 seconds later, another guy (G) brought me back upstairs and had sex with me. Then we came back downstairs and I went to smoke a cigarette at the front door. And then (M) brought me onto the grass at the garden and had sex with me there. They stole my phone. I fell and hit my head off tiled floor and was bleeding. That's how drunk I was. My friend was upstairs with her guy most of this time so wasn't really aware as to what was happening.

Because I never said no and because rumours got out that I was a slut who slept with 3 men one after another, I believed it and always forced it to the back of my head. It took me years to even consider that maybe that was wrong. I was 16 and C was around 25, G was around 19 and M was around 26. I struggle so much to understand if it was r*pe? And I sound so stupid, but it's took me almost 10 years to realise that it was possibly gang r*pe? Am I thinking too deep into this and it was just a stupid drunken mistake on my part? I don't want to report it or anything, it was too long ago and I couldn't go through the legal process to have no outcome as there would be no evidence as it was so long ago. Its just kinda hit me and really throwing me off today and I feel I just need some clarity around what it was.

Sorry its so long, thank you for reading.