I HAVE 4 LITTLE BABIES ALL WHOM I HAVE TO BATH, FEED, AND CHANGE ALL 4 DIAPERS!! I HAVE NO HELP!! I WORK 40 HOURS A WEEK WITH NO LUNCH BREAK! ON MY FEET THE WHOLE 8 HOURS AND EXTREMELY BUSY CAUSE I WORK IN FAST FOOD! MY TODDLERS CONSTANTLY MESSES UP THE HOUSE SO I HAVE TO CLEAN ALLLL DAY AFTER WORK EVERYDAY (AND I HAVE TO CLEAN UP AFTER EACH MESS BECAUSE THE NEIGHBORS HAVE ROACHES AND RATS AND I DONT WANT THEM TRAVELING HERE)! MY TWINS ARE ONLY 6 MONTHS SO THEY NEED MY CARE MAJORITY OF THE TIME! I HAVE TO COOK EVERY OTHER DAY CAUSE I HAVE NO MONEY FOR FAST FOOD! IM SO FREAKING EXHAUSTED WITH NO HELP FROM ANYBODY! THE ONLY TIME I HAVE A BREAK FROM

MY KIDS IS WHEN IM AT WORK AND THEY WORK ME TO DEATH BECAUSE THEYRE SHORT OF WORKERS TREMENDOUSLY!!!! SO I HAVE TO DO LIKE 5 TASK AT ONCE! MY FEET, LEGS, AND BACK IS EXTREMELY SORE! MOM ONLY WATCH THEM WHILE I WORK, SHE DOESNT WATCH THEM OUTSIDE OF WORK BECAUSE SHE ISNT GETTING PAID (she gets paid from the state to care for them while I work) DAD LEFT US FOR ANOTHER WOMAN AND HASNT GOTTEN OR PROVIDED FOR THEM SINCE WHICH WAS A LITTLE OVER A YEAR AGO! I’m at my breaking point!!!! Someone pls help give tips anything!!!! I’m at a low paying job struggling to pay my bills and buy diapers and wipes for my children! I’ve been trying to stay positive but how much can a girl take 😭😭😭😭😭 I JUST WANNA GIVE UP!!!! My eyes are always red and baggy from stress and lack of sleep!!!!! I know this is all over the place but so is my head! I’m losing my freaking mind!