Conflicted about trying for a 3rd??

CJ

Did anyone else feel in two minds about trying for a 3rd? My husband is very keen. I think because we have 2 girls and he secretly would love a boy though says he'd be just as happy with a 3rd girl. I like the idea of being pregnant and having another baby as feels a bit sad to be "done" but I also find caring for small children really difficult and feel so lucky to have 2 healthy children am worried we'll be pushing our luck especially as I'm over 35 now. I'm so conflicted. Was anyone else in the same position?