Ultrasound Letdown

Alana • Las Vegan, early-thirties mama of 2 boys
//   I had my first ultrasound yesterday and I can't help but feel a little disappointed. The image does not look like a baby at all. Don't get me wrong, I feel super blessed to be pregnant and have a baby who is reportedly growing at the correct rate. We even heard the heartbeat which was such a joyous moment. My husband and I held hands. I cried some quality tears of joy. 
//   But we never saw a clear image of baby. I've seen so many ultrasounds. I was hoping to see at least a shape. I'm a FTM. I didn't think to expect this. I feel guilty for being disappointed. Has anyone else experienced this?
//   The dotted line is where the baby is. Measuring at 9w5d.