Losing it

Mamas I feel like I’m losing it. I am a stay at home mom.. 2 year old and 11 month old. (18 months apart) they’re making me go crazy. I love them dearly. Don’t get me wrong. If my two year old is insane, literally, I feel like she’s going crazy. She constantly has tantrums. We can’t go do anything without a fight. Family went out to eat tonight and she screamed ans threw everything and we had to leave. I’m so embarrassed. My 11 month old is an angel. But my two year old is just going through it. How can I help her. I need to control my emotions but I can’t. I’m at my wits end. It’s me with the kids 24.7.