So my third and last child is another boy I am devastated I took sneak peak clinical vein draw at 8weeks 6days and got result girl I was so happy and cried of happiness well did nipt also and came back boy I am seriously so depressed so sad and have not done nothing but cry and obviously my husband won’t understand me and my sister whom was going to do a gender reveal doesn’t either because she has already both genders. I feel like im going into a black hole just want to hide under a rock and not come out just want to be alone but at the same time I just want only my 2 boys to be with me 💔😢😭😭 I feel like running crying out loud even though I feel dry of all the crying I’ve done past few days. Please god help and make a miracle happen 🙏🏼🙏🏼😢😢💔💔