I started spotting around 8 weeks so went in for a scan and everything was fine docs found a heartbeat and i was told that growth was 7 weeks i was so relieved and the spotting stopped. then 3 weeks later i started dpotting again and felt something was wrong.

After a whole week of spotting they finally called me in for another scan, there was no heartbeat this time and growth had stopped at 9 weeks. i was then informed that it was a missed miscarriage and was talked through my options.

i decided that because we are due to go on our 2yr delayed family holiday at the end of August that i couldn't just wait for things to happen naturally so i opted for medical management.

i was given 4 tablets of misoprostol to take. that night i took the meds and i cried myself to sleep. in the morning i had mild discomfort and a small amount of blood. felt rubbish all day and in the end only passed 1 clot.

i got back in touch with the hospital and after a lengthy discussion they decided to give me a second dose because it looked like the first dose didn't work.

the same thing happen with the second dose only i didn't pass a clot as it was pink in colour 😭 so after i calmed down enough to talk i contacted the hospital again...

I've now git to wait 2 weeks to see if anything happens if nothing does then i have to go for a scan and possibly the D&C procedure after if they find anything.

has anyone had the same? I feel so lost and although everyone around me has been really supportive so far, I'm now being told it's going to be fine and to stop worrying. but how can i, i lost my little one, im still suffering some pegnacy symptoms and I have no idea whats going on inside. I've heard of all the horror stories of heavy bleeding and immense pain but ive had literally nothing.....