Strongly considering divorce

I could write a whole novel but because I’m exhausted and just need this most recent part off my chest… my daughter and I got COVID and started showing symptoms Thursday morning.. 1 hour into my first training shift for my BRAND NEW job, and my daughter being left across town with a brand new friend! I was alone with her til 9 that night bc he took on a side job after work KNOWING how sick we were 😭 My husband then spent the next 48hrs practically ignoring us while he was home before/after work, leaving us to fend for ourselves while he took it as a vacation and got high and played video games and had highly annoyed tones if we asked for anything (or was too knocked out to even hear us calling for help at 330am!) NOT the caring man and partner I thought I was marrying 💔

Fast forward to Saturday, he gets COVID too but still goes to work! Leaves work slightly early, whines and sleeps nearly 48hrs straight then tells me late Monday night he’s going back into work tomorrow! (So he was only out for his normal two days) And when I told him it’s selfish of him to risk everyone else at his work KNOWINGLY he laughed and said “Hey if I go down, they’re all going down with me!” 😱😭

This is just the tiniest tip of the iceberg of changes in his personality that he’s shown me since I was stupid enough to give him a child and marry him.. and now I feel stuck 😣