Avoiding calling Dr bc I don’t want to hear bad news….

I’ve had 5 early MCs and this pregnancy has been good so far (first time having had two positive ultrasounds @ 6.5 weeks & 7.5 weeks) well, I spotted with a small clot a few days ago and I’m finding it hard to call the dr bc I don’t want to find out if it’s bad news. This is the first time I’ve had nausea etc like a healthy pregnancy, which would hurt worse. Thinking of the heartbreak and the process of passing everything if it was worst case is just the worst…😔 I don’t want to give up hope but hoping sometimes makes it worse if followed with disappointment..