Completely scared.

I am 8/9 months post partum and have been dealing with hemorrhoids since high school (I am 22 now) time and time again I’ve had weird bleeding episodes and with the last one I ended up in the e.r it’s not a crazy amount of blood but it was enough to worry me into going to the e.r .. at the e.r the dr saw quite a few internally and recommended me to the surgery clinic for a follow up. Came Tuesday I went to that appt and meanwhile during the exam she noticed two lumps that look like ‘warts’ she asked if I have ever had a Pap smear done and if it was ever abnormal, I have had a Pap smear done in 2021 and all it showed was possible BV. She then gave me two options 1: take a sample of them and send it out to pathology 2: take medication that is intended to kill ‘skin growth’ and try to get rid of them .. I chose the biopsy and ever since then I’m just completely scared and keep crying thinking I’m going to die because the past few months I’ve felt nauseous, head aches , chest pain and weird abdominal pain. I’m sorry for the long message this is just scaring the shit out of me and I can’t stop thinking about it. (I’m posting it here because this tends to be the only place where post get attention)