Does anybody else believe in destiny

Does anybody else believe in like soulmates destiny everything is meant to be bullshit??

Me and my ex broke up about two weeks ago and I have never been the one to do anything or be with anybody but ever since I broke up with him I’ve been trying to get out there going to meet people and do my thing and it seems like every time I need somebody every time we plan to hang out as in hook up nothing happens ever and me and my friends joked about like it being like I’m not a hook up type of girl and I’m just trying to get fuck I’m trying to MoveOn I’m trying to like do all the shit but every time I meet somebody it falls through never happens and I’m like what the fuck I’m so confused. The guy that I broke up with I am literally in love with him and I’m trying to move on from that and I’m trying to hook up with those people but I literally can never evenly plan shit so I’m just entirely confused like is this the universe is telling me that I’m going to regrett and I’m going to get back together with the love of my life or like what because I’m so confused