My friend keeps telling my business that she’s suppose to be keeping confidential to other people. She’s the only friend I talk to and hang out with on a regular basis so I figure her as my closest friends aside from my best friend who I talk to periodically just because we have completely different schedules. I told her about my plans for my birthday party theme and told her to keep it hush until I finally decide to post about it. She told one of our common friends the theme before me. Today we were at an appointment and I was going to tell the other 2 people in the room to save the date for my birthday, 1 was oblivious to the theme but the other said “oh are you talking about your (insert theme here) for your birthday?” I was soooo upset but since I only allow myself to stay upset for a small period of time I got over it pretty quickly. And she said “well it was only the one person I told” but now 2 other people aside from just the 3 I told (the 2 others are my closest friends in college right now).

I was just on the phone with her and we were talking about this weekend and she said her friend wants to get drunk. I’m not a person who likes to invite myself to other people’s functions but the girl I’m talking about is literally the only person I’m close enough to while I’m home from school and when we hang out it’s mostly just us and sometimes I get the feeling that she gets bored of just me when we hang out a lot plus she said she wants to be cool with my school friends but she’s never invited me to hang with her’s except for the ones I already knew from high school and 1 other who I didn’t know once and a few when she had a birthday pool party but none of them really talked to me (plus I was pretty high and tired sitting on a floaty in the pool lol). Anyways I said I lemme hang out with y’all and she basically said that I wouldn’t wanna hang out with her because her her zodiac sign and some placements (we’re pretty into that kind of stuff but it’s not enough for me to not give someone a chance ya know). I told her it’d be fine and somehow she got onto the topic of how she told her about how I’m currently pregnant (I don’t want a kid whatsoever right now so no congrats please). But that was also confidential information that I told her and she told someone who doesn’t know me and now that’s the first piece of information they know about me. Like I said I’m a very forgiving person so I’ll be over it soon but I just don’t understand why she can’t seem to hold water. Especially for me. And I know I’m talking about her but it’s not like I’m spilling her business to others, just the things she’s done to me. She’s been a good friend of mine for a while now picking me up because she knows I have nothing to do, nowhere to go, and no other friends with a car that have a schedule that fits mine and letting me smoke with her when she buys tree because I hardly ever re-up myself since I really only like smoking around other people because I get bored by myself. I do her hair for free from time to time just to have something to do, I offer her gas money because prices are high and she picks me up like maybe once a week and I’m not gonna hang that over her head to be petty because that’s not my character. so the last thing I wanna do is get into an argument but I feel like I have the right to at least rant because my trust has been broken twice and I found out about both times today.